I’ve come to the undeniable conclusion that I attract psychotic men.
I have nothing left in my mind or body to try to understand and appease anymore, because frankly, I don’t understand a second of these irrational behaviors and thought patterns.
I don’t understand why I’m accused of never giving enough attention when my every waking moment is spent with him.
Of not loving him, when I’ve been faithful throughout our entire relationship and never went even a day without saying, “I love you”.
I don’t understand his amazingly compassionate, understand behavior one second, and then his desperate, obsessive, angry behavior the next. So quick to blame anyone, including himself.
I don’t understand.
I have nothing left to give.